~ Travelling at Thirty-Three ~

Staring up at the sky and letting my eyes adjust to the darkness
Searching for those satellites in between the stars
While standing on a rooftop in Las Palmas
Wondering how I ended up here, again,
My days of drifting not quite over
But knowing I am definitely older now
And yes, I miss the youthful me
That renegade rascal who reveled in life’s bright lights.

Somehow it doesn’t quite hit the same anymore
I mean, those starry skies still look the same
The ocean shoreline still looks the same
And the sangria still tastes delicious
But the sense of soul-searching adventure
While coming of age on life’s rollercoaster
Is different.

Somehow I am adjusted to it all
The sights, the sounds, the conversations
And the things that once caused butterflies to flutter in my stomach
Well, they now feel like crickets chirping in my brain.

There is a still quietness on this side of town.

And as my eyes finally adjust to the darkness
And I look at the satellites instead of the stars
I wonder if I will ever behold the blazing light
Of youth and adventure again.